Cherie
B-day: 21st Jan .
School: SCSS . Age:16 . Email : Click Here
i want
To achieve great results in studies. .
To get good achievements for CCA.
To be confident and speak to ppl with ease..
To be happy everyday.
To learn the piano and guitar!=(
A new phone.
To go overseas with my family
To dine in a restaurant with my family.
Todae started out as a fine day. After maths test everything changed. I am quite frustrated after the test and then i go recess. The food the auntie give is like so little and i am upset. Then its Home Econ. Home Econ is the real source of trouble. Firstly, i do not where to go for lesson and lost. Then, i will not mention the names, blame me. Cool rite *sarcastic. Sometimes i really wondered wat is exactly wrong with me. PPl just HATE me so much. Then the presentation is just 'great'! The most memorable day ever. I never know being attacked is so 'fun'. Jus because of one person, everybody got attacked. I have to really compliment them. You did a great job.*sarcastic. If you can really sleep well after hurting someone, i say congratz u r heartless. I also have to say that our class is so'caring' tats no other class can fight le. For all those who did not help me and jus watch the show i must say that we really 'care' for each other. I learnt that girls won't always help girls. This is wat i want to tell every girls never assume that girls will surely help girls. Special thks to ppl who tried to cheer me up, i must say that i really apreciate it. If not for u all, i wouldn't be feeling better now. And for the person who apologise, i forgive u. ----Feeling a lot Better----
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Meaningless & hopeless @ 2/19/2009 05:11:00 PM
No matter how hard i try, it won't work. It takes two hands to clap and one hand is impossible. I dun wan to end jus like this. I dun wan to have regrets. But ur every actions hurt me and i am tired. Extremely tired. Ur attitude, actions jus pissed me off. You do everything with a motive and you were wary of me. Is this how it shld be?? I jus wanted simple things that seem impossible. Why can't ppl listen to what i wanted to say , respect me, treat me as a person and not invisible. I had enough, am i jus so sickening or something. I feel so lost, hopeless and powerless. I cannot control things,no one listens to me.Is this the world which seem beautiful in the outside and rotten inside?
Sunday, February 15, 2009
Bad Day @ 2/15/2009 08:10:00 PM
Todae, have tuition so long... My result for the spelling is not too bad 7/10 haha! I almost tripped and fall by the mat. So stupid to be tripped by the mat! The Lit hmwks are so difficult. I type the script and almost fall asleep. I tried to rush out in the morning from 10am-3pm.Btw, my tuition starts at 3.30pm and end at 7.30pm. But it ended early todae, i reach home at 8 pm. Waste so muchtime le. Got to do lit le!!! XD
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Tiring @ 2/14/2009 06:59:00 PM
Can't believe it! Yesterday, i slept at 8pm so early but wake up at 10.30pm then sleep again. Lack of sleep... Todae, there's MTP session and the talk is somehow exciting and boring. o0 Today's also valentine day and friendship day. Receiving chocolates was fun!! And also thks for the card Pamela!! =D nid to revise my spelling for tuiton 2moro le! --Sign off--
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Tired @ 2/11/2009 07:48:00 PM
Today is a extremely tiring day, running three rounds around the sch and st Anthony pri sch.Left me half dead le. This is not the end. There is still taekwondo and i did lots of stretching and kicking. Cannot imagine how will my legs feel 2moro. It is tiring but FUN!! Except that still got cheng yu on fri and spelling on sun. If spelling wrong nid correction 20 times the word, sentence, meaning. Total nid to learn 40words. Ganbatte to me!!!----tired----
Saturday, February 07, 2009
Things jus dun go the way i wan @ 2/07/2009 03:39:00 PM
The things i wanted were simple, things most of the girls wanted. I cannot figure out. Why do u have to do this am i really not important? Do u care abt me, share ur problems with me, let me help u or simply trust me? I felt really tired trying to figure iT out. I ask for ur advices but u do not care abt me, if not i do not know if u have any selfish means by advicing me. Treat me as a burden, GREAT!! All ur little acts hurt me deep in my heart. Loss, frustrated engulfed me. Everything i did was wrong, every words and actions. I jus wanted someone to fill this hole in my heart and made me happy and stop this pain. -------Feeling lost and lonely--------
Wednesday, February 04, 2009
Not so bad afterall @ 2/04/2009 07:11:00 PM
I attended the taekwondo and i learn quite a lot of things. Besides that, i have also made a decision and carried it out. I feel so relieved and happy now. Now that one of my so called burden is gone. Thks for the ppl who accompany me to the bus stop cos i am very afraid of the thunder and lightning. Overall, today's a good day!! =)
Monday, February 02, 2009
What a busy and hectic week! @ 2/02/2009 08:20:00 PM
I had really enough of it. Everything just go wrong. Firstly, i wanted to go inline skating but i got into takewondo instead. I going to be a statue soon... Secondly, there isn't a day i can rest. Mon-maths olympiad Tue-CCA Wed-enrichment Thur-sometimes there's sports ldr meeting or duty Fri-CCA Sat-CCA Sun-tuition The cycle jus repeat itself. I am considering to give up one of them. I cannot cope le. My maths test did not went so well, neither is geo,although the results were not out, i can feel that it is going to be bad. I sacrifise my lunch to go for this and that. Sometimes i wonder why shld i do that, why can't i skip it.
