After so long i decide to start blogging.... Okay the year is almost coming to an end. I really grew a lot in this year.Being in this particular JC really taught me a lot of things. Firstly, you have to fight to survive, fight for what you want. For every opportunities, you have to compete with others for it. Personally, i am someone who do not fight for what i want in the past. Im just like the happy-go-lucky type. However, now i have become so thick-skinned and so competitive. For everything i want the BEST, if i can i want to have lots and lots of consultations with teachers. I dun care abt the others. If they die, its their own business. WHY HAVE I BECOME LIKE THIS? I hate this ME, i have become such a nasty person. If others are worse of than me, i will be like, hey that person will be able raise my position, just a stepping stone for me to climb higher. They are also my fellow schoolmates, but i just dun care. So i have come to a conclusion, THIS SCHOOL IS TURNING ME INTO A MONSTER. They like the top students, middle band is useless, trash cannot do much to raise the school standard. I guess being a lousy neighbourhood school is like this. If i can turn back the time, i would have given up my dreams and go to a better school or just go to a poly into my dream course. I nvr knew this school is such a hell for me. Never did i know nightmare occurs once i entered the freaking school. The only reason i still survived is becos of my frens. If it is not for them, i think i have alr dropped out from school, wasting time at home. It is them who gave me strength to hold on and tell me its okay that they will be there for me. They made things better. However it failed to change one thing, the fact that i hate the school. I know shldn't spend my time hating the school but i can't just do it. Just another year i will be free from hell. God bless me that i can get out of there alive and well. :)
