Monday, September 14, 2009

Trying my best and weird dream @ 9/14/2009 07:44:00 PM

I am trying very hard to accept the fact that i am not too good so pls spare a thought for my feelings. I am not someone who accept failure easily so you need to give me time. I am trying to find new goals to push me on but there can't seem to hav any. I feel like i make the wrong choice, all i wanted was recognition and i choose the wrong path, this path lead to me thinking that i am a failure. I am trying my best to think positively but everytime you hurt me, i start from all over again. The cycle repeated again and again. Someone who seems to be cheerful does not mean that he or she is happy. He or she may be putting up a strong front.
I had this dream where i hav a extremely caring bf. I cannot rmb the face. so sad....This is quite a sweet dream and i feel sad after waking up. I resaerch on this dream and found that if you dream of love, you are deprive of love in the real life and you long for love. What a interesting dream isn't it?