Friday, March 27, 2009

A Lesson learnt @ 3/27/2009 09:40:00 PM

No matter how much i worked, i always failed to get the things that i wan. I wan to try to achieve things that may seem impossible but you did not give me that chance. My heart ache went i see my parents working so hard to get me the things i wan. I do not want to ask them for money if possible and so i used my own allowance to pay or buy for anything. I wish that i can go overseas with my whole family but i can't. Firstly, we had no money, secondly my father spent all his time earning money. My father work as a bus driver who charters children and workers. Sometimes he worked from 6.30am-7pm and 3am-6am. On weekends, we worked from 3am-6am, 7.30am-1pm, 1pm-7pm. Everytime i see my father working so hard, i jus wan to work hard to achieve good grades for my studies so as to make him feel that working so hard is worthwhile. When i get poor results for maths, i cried because i let my father down and not because of any other reasons. He had worked so hard i had failed him. I will continue to work hard but the math teacher to not explain so clearly and confused everyone. I really feel that i am being treated like a tool for experimenting.