Sunday, January 30, 2011

Rainy day makes me sad @ 1/30/2011 11:34:00 AM

It kept raining and raining these few days. I wonder when will the rain finally stop. If these carries on, i think there will be a wet CNY. Rainy days also dampen my mood. I slept at 2am yesterday and surprisingly i woke up at 8am. This is really shocking normally i would wake up at 10am if i sleep tat late. I dun seem to have the mood for CNY. I dun feel esp. excited or happy. Maybe the only thing i think i feel excited may be the reunion dinner cos i like to sit with everyone and eat 2gether. I really like that a lot. I like the warm feeling. :) Nowadays, my mind would keep flying to somewhere else. I thought i had already let it go but i think my head has let it go but not my heart. All these i think requires time, although the process is painful but i think time will heal it. I tell myself to face the truth and dun run away from it. Stop thinking abt the past, its all over alr. Life can be interesting, only if u want to. :)