Monday, July 14, 2008

Today is the sadest day for me @ 7/14/2008 04:01:00 PM

Today, we had art lesson I already regarded myself as ill-fated. I still remember i keep saying tomorrow will be better until now it hasn't got any better. This is like lying to myself. I feel like a failure. There's a time, no one congrats me i got 2nd in class, they just took me for transparent. When teachers ask them who got 1st, 2nd, 3rd. They told all three and there are 2nd i was the second one.I was not in it at all. All my hard work is worthless. Why do i study for???I really wonder all the effort just to be transparent. I almost lost hope in studies luckily i manged to survived if i were to meet this again i may not take it anymore. I feel like i did things wrong and this is what i got. I just wanted attention!! Maths class i can't see what teacher is writing and so i shook my head. Teacher saw it.
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