Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Make it Stop @ 7/22/2009 08:28:00 PM

Everything is not going so well. I keep having a feeling that i did something wrong. For now, the word i hate and the thing i hate to do now is to GUESS. This word SUCKS totally. Dun ask me why i hate the word guess and hate to guess cos i won tell you. If you were in my shoes you would most probably hate this word too. Wats the feeling when you walk into an empty classroom ,wats the feeling when you say goodbye and nobody answers, wats the feeling when u ask qns and a IDK is what u get? This is not all. You were being pushed around(nicer word) or kicked around. Leave u out of everything. Tats a 'nice' feeling isn't it? Sobbing in class cos you can't stand it... Sitting in the canteen eating practically alone. I stopped going to the canteen now and then. Pls make all this stop!! Why must i be the one enduring all this? Treat my blog as an example, over 5mths and my blog visiting rate is still 500 plus haven even reach 1000. Telling myself 2moro will be better does not work anymore and the more i said it the sadder i felt. Each passing day is like a torture to me. Apart from all this, i did not have any time to rest, not even the weekends. (Sat-CCA, Sun- Hong Kah, tuition 4hrs) I am both physically and emotionally tired. Let my sad life story continues..............