Saturday, November 13, 2010

Deep meanings @ 11/13/2010 09:25:00 PM

Sometimes, people are so scary. Two person can hate each other but they act like they are so close so good together. This makes me feel so scary. Why can't we jus show if we like or hate it? Must we wear a mask and act? Isn't it tiring? Maybe acting out is something like a fear cos you are scared that you might make things worse or you only want to suffer in silence. I think i may be the person who will suffer in silence and not let the person know that he or she it torturing me. Actually i dun really understand myself, i wanted her yet hate her. How funny is that? Or maybe i did not hate her but hate myself instead. However, i can finally say that i sort of put that down alr cos i know i am a special person and i am not useless. I AM SO HAPPY NOW!!! I FEEL LIKE FLYING... I hope that all the effort we put in can reap rewards, i hope ppl can see how much we are contributing and give us the reward we deserve.
Finally i want to say to those ppl who are like me, that tends to look down on ourselves, someday you will be discovered and treasured by ppl you jus have to wait patiently for it. Hang on and JIAYOU! I had got mine and i think urs will come soon. :) You jus have to wait for someone to appreciate you. Those who are beside these ppl give them ur encouragement as they need it more than u imagine. Let's hang on and FIGHTING!!!