Friday, February 11, 2011

To the rock bottom @ 2/11/2011 09:04:00 PM

YOU ARE ALONE! Have you ever felt like you are alone where you do not seem to fit in anywhere? And have you slogged ur guts out but still can't achieve what you want? Have u ever strive hard for ur studies so that people can notice you? Have you tot that u have finally found a goal in ur life and you worked for it and in the end you get nth out of it and it jus makes you feel that u r useless and not appreciated. Do you feel that its really tirring to work towards something that u may not even get any reward? Looking at the road outside, do u have the urge to run out and see what happens? Have u ever wonder if you died, will there be ppl that will cry for you? Do you REALLY see the point of working hard and realising ur dreams? Since when do ur dreams become a tool to hurt you and cut u into pieces? Have you realised that this WORLD is cruel? And Have you really believed that HEAVEN IS UNFAIR? So wat if u worked hard, so wat if u do wat everyone wans u do to, so wat if u are always the good student? What do we get? We got NOTHING. Have you realised it yet. Stop reading fairytales, the world is not as nice and friendly as u think. i HATE this world, i hate the pretenses. Dun you feel tired walking on this long road? I am really tired of doing things that i dun get recognised for. Must i really have to go through wat i went through during pri5? (during pri 5, i study like mad to get good grades jus for ppl attention, then when i got good grades no one cares and i am still a nobody) Can someone save me or take me away to a place free of worries and everyone are equal, no biasness, comparison and competition. Everyone can jus live in harmony.