Saturday, February 12, 2011

Disappointed in myself @ 2/12/2011 10:24:00 PM

I did really stupid stuff yesterday. I went home then changed clothes and off i go for a run. I really angry, upset and disappointed in myself. I had to released my stress. Nothing is going well for me, i am not juggling my studies and my cca well. I am really stress. Its like i am not even good in one of them. I feel like crying. WHY DOESN'T I DO WELL IN AT LEAST ONE OF THEM? I am still quite moody in the morning while i tried to hide it but it was quite a failure. I feel like scolding PPL, sick and tired of everything that is happening. NO MATTER WHAT I SAYS NO ONE CARES OR DO IT... MY OPINION DOES NOT MATTER AT ALL, I AM LIKE THE AIR TRANSPARENT. YEAH, I AM SICK AND TIRED OF ALL THIS, IF YOU WAN ME TO VOICE OUT AT LEAST LISTEN TO ME RIGHT? HAHAS, whenever i take the first step someone will push me back. I tried my best not to vent my frustrations on others so sorry to those whom i sort of scolded u or smth. I HATE MYSELF FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO DO WHAT I WANT!!!!! I REALLY HATED IT...